Every year me and my sisters and my brother go to my dads for Thanksgiving. It was just been a tradition. My family from Atlanta comes down.  My dad doesn’t want to see any of my sisters or me at all. So therefore only my brother will be attending thanksgiving with him. So this year we will be with my mom, and we are going to go down to my granddads farm for Thanksgiving. I get to see his two kids, who are basically my cousins because they are my age, but are really my aunt and uncle. 

Anyway, last year my grandma has the worst food for Thanksgiving, there was nothing good. There was no chicken (my FAVORITE), no macaroni, no corn, and no bread!!!!! Those are the foods that make Thanksgiving. I personally don’t really like ham or turkey!  My grandma use to make the BEST macaroni ever, she would get noodles, then cut up different kinds of cheese and but butter in it, and then bake it till the cheese was sizzling! It is amazing. 

            My stepdads family is Italian, and Philippine, and I am pretty sure we will be going to there house, after we go to my granddads.  Italians, and Philippines, are very tan, and have dark features.  My mom is mixed with too many things. She is VERY pale, light blue eyes and blonde hair, and that is how her kids are.  Whenever we go to his family’s house it is like one side of dark hair, tan skin, dark colored eyes, and then it is us, blonde/light hair, blue/green eyes, and pale skin.  My moms wedding picture looked like that as well. All my mom’s family on the right were pale, blonde, and blue, and then on my stepdads it was dark, brown, tan!


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SO BORED, random things

Today I am super bored and hyper and have no clue what to even write about.  I am registering for my classes. It is very helpful to use rate my professor, so you can choose the easy, and best classes.  


I have to many clothes. It is going to suck when I have to move out because I have WAY to much stuff. It took me two hours to hang up more clothes that I brought from my mom’s house.  I love clothes so much, and necklaces.  I love shopping, but hate spending money, so I wait till I am with my mom to go shopping.  I have only been to the Oaks mall once, and I didn’t buy anything.


            I can’t wait for thanksgiving. I am probably going to go to Georgia, unless my family from Georgia comes. My dad always get us (my siblings) on thanksgiving, it has just been a tradition. Last year my grandma was slacking on the food though. Like no chicken, OR macaroni. I was pretty mad. She didn’t even have rolls!!!!!! Luckily I went to my boyfriends after and got to eat yummy Spanish food.  But it was a little bit awkward because I had to pray in front of everyone, and everyone prayed in Spanish so I couldn’t get a good thought of what my prayer should say. 


            Spanish people make good food. My favorite is pandebonos. I also love the steak with rice, and their chicken,and a lot of other things that I cant think of their names, because it is hard to remember.

            I have learned a good amount of Spanish. I cant understand it AT ALL, but I can say a few sentences, and phrases.

            OMG! On Halloween my boyfriend was wearing a mask, so know one knew what he looked like. He was trying to be funny and said trick or treat really loud, and then some Spanish guy (thinking he was big and bad) called him gay in Spanish! He went off on him, and the look on the Spanish guys face was priceless! He was terrified.


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This entry was posted on November 5, 2013. 1 Comment

<3 surgery

Heart Surgery

               When I was one month old I had to get heart surgery.  The doctor’s told my parents that we should  wait longer for the surgery, but as worried parents they got me the surgery as soon as they could. Thank God for them, because if they would have waited I wouldn’t be here.  Therefore, I am a miracle baby. My surgery is called open heart pulmonary stenosis.  Honestly I couldn’t tell you what it is exactly, but my blood was not pumping through, and my heart was working way to hard.  They ended up removing a pulmonary valve from my heart.

When I am 23 I will have to get another heart surgery.  They will either make a valve out of my skin cells, or use an animal’s valve (pig ) in me, unless they invent something new.  Many people that I know, that have had the same surgery as me has a pigs valve. The struggle of having a pig’s valve is that you have to get surgery about every five years. Technology is crazy now.

I am scared to get surgery, but I am not scared right now. Reason being, 1, I don’t remember getting it the first time, and 2, I don’t have to get it yet! I have a couple of years to freak out.

Having this heart surgery enables me to do what I want.  I want to be a cheerleader so bad. It is my absolute dream.   I had all of my forms an essay, a physical and everything ready to be a Santa Fe cheerleader.  Unfortunately I have to many problems with my heart, and my liability so I cannot  do it.  I have never been an official cheerleader before, sadly.

Another thing that I want to do is modeling, but not with a huge scar.  You have to be very slim, and tall, and gorgeous. I have a huge scar so you can see it, which is not allowed.

One day once I get my heart surgery I will follow my dreams and become a DALLAS COWBOY CHEERLEADER! They are perfection, and it is and has always been my dream.  They are the best of the best cheerleaders, and their coaches are amazing! It would be an honor to be a DCC, Dallas Cowboy Cheerleader!  For now, I will aim for my goal to be in FSU cheerleader.  I am a huge FSU fan.  It would also be amazing to be a college cheerleader for my favorite team, as well as one step up from becoming my ultimate dream, a DCC!

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Today has been a bad day so far.  I have been on the phone over an hour with technical support people, and sadly I cannot understand accents at all. The person got pretty pissed off , because I kept on saying “what” every second. I bought a new laptop because my old one was really old and had viruses, and was super slow and wouldn’t work.  I bought a Mac computer, and I had to buy the code download for office word PowerPoint, and excel.   The place I had purchased it, said Office Mac was having trouble and it wasn’t their fault.  Funny thing is, that is exactly what Office Mac said, and I am STILL ON THE PHONE!!!!  I ended up going to best buy four times yesterday.  I had accidently scratched off the last two numbers with my penny to hard, so I had to go back and get a new card. Now this new card is INVALID!!!!!   This phone call keeps on hanging up, or putting me on the phone with people that I cannot understand at all.  I am so mad because I NEED word document for my homework.  Whenever someone answers my phone call keeps on getting dropped.  I am so hungry too, which is just making me even more grumpy, and the fact that the people across me keeps slamming their door so dang hard that the dishes in my cabinet are falling.  Can my day be any worse? I cannot wait to go to Orlando this weekend, for Halloween Horror Nights!  My best friend is coming, and she ABSOLUTELY hates scary things. She gets scared and cries.  She has never watched a scary movie before!   My other best friend is coming too, which is quite annoying because last time I went to a haunted house, she was half way in the haunted house and started balling and ran out from the begging, and I got left alone. 


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This entry was posted on October 15, 2013. 1 Comment

Grocery Shopping

Grocery shopping

                I love going to the grocery store. My favorite is Publix. One, because it is RIGHT by my house, and I hate driving because I am not good at driving, and two because I have been going there my whole life.

                The people there are super nice and kind. They always ask for help, even if you don’t need any. They also know exactly where everything is, so you don’t have to be in the store forever looking for the items that you need! 

                Even though Publix is an expensive grocery store I think it is worth it. They have great deals! I absolutely love getting buy one get one free stuff, or the buy two for whatever amount.  My mom taught me how to shop, and get all of the good deals.                  

                I can’t stand shopping with my father. He is a super smart man, and will spend hours in the store comparing prices of all the food and the ounces of the food. It was just so annoying, although he is saving a lot of money.

                I hate shopping without my mom though. Yes this is the first time living on my own, shopping and cooking on my own, so I have no clue what to buy.  I always call my mom when I go to the grocery store so she can tell me what I like and what to buy. 

                My mom makes amazing food as well.  I am a super picky eater, when I was little I had to take weight gain medicine because I wouldn’t eat anything. Thank goodness I am a somewhat healthy eater now.  I always call my mom to help me with recipes, and how to make certain food.  My grandma is also an amazing cook, but she cooks EVERYTHING! Meaning my picky self doesn’t like everything she cooks! She makes the best macaroni in the world!!!! It is to die for!


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This entry was posted on October 8, 2013. 1 Comment

Terrible Week

This has been a super bad week.  It just has been terrible. I have been way depressed. I couldn’t even do my math homework, I couldn’t focus at all. Luckily I have four free homework and quizzes.

                I had the most amazing tacos today and yesterday. The only thing wrong was I put too much seasoning on the meat so it was super salty. I added pepper today and it was fine.

                I really don’t feel like writing this, but it’s a grade, so it is mandatory that I do.

I really can’t wait till next year.  My best friends are moving to Gainesville and we are all getting an apartment together. I live with random’s and they were already best friends so we don’t really hang out at all. Luckily I get to see them in a couple weeks. We are all going to go to Halloween horror nights. My best friend works at universal so she is going to get me a thirty percent discount on tickets. She also goes to UCF, so we are just going to stay in her dorm the whole weekend. On Friday we are going to hit up all the clubs, then Saturday night we are going to Halloween horror nights, and then Sunday we are just going to chill, and lay out at the pool.

                I am about to go work out.  I love working out, even though I am not good at it. I like releasing my stress out, and getting in shape. I love food, and eat all the time, so it’s important that I work out.  I really want to get a personal trainer.  I also miss tumbling, but I feel that it would be awkward if I did tumbling on the grass of where I live, because then people would just stare at me.

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my thoughts

I hate waking up early in the morning. I woke up at 7:30 this morning. Went to my classes, then it started raining. My friend picked me up and a bunch of my friends and I went to the mall. I bought some cute black shorts and a cheetah shirt and some black shoes, and my friend bought a shirt and a wallet.

                We then went to Publix to get some groceries, and we ran into our other friends.  I bought cheese and milk. I want to make some yummy tacos. Once I got home I made the most amazing quesadilla. It had pepper jack cheese and was fried really well in butter. It was so good I really want another one. I also ate some cookie dough which is also amazing.

                I have been working out a lot so I can eat my yummy cookie dough.   I work out at the Santa Fe gym.  A couple days ago I went to the gym and once I was done working out I went to get my ID and told them my name. I got home that night and was cooking and went to grab my ID then saw it wasn’t my name. I called the gym and returned the girls ID today, and got mine back.

                I miss Jacksonville. I went last week and loved it. I loved being with my family, and my boyfriend, and all of my friends. Once I got to Jacksonville I went to the hospital with my mom and my sister. My sister was having really bad chest pains. I went to a surprise party for one of my friends. The best part was sleeping on MY BED! I missed it so much. I love my bed. It’s super comfy and big and soft, and has amazing pillows and a comforter. I also loved my mom taking me out to eat at all my favorite places like Sonny’s, Buca, and Ale house.  I really love food, its amazing. Sonny’s BBQ, OMG! There pulled pork, and corn nuggets I could eat all day. And Ale House’s chicken nachos!!!!! And Buca just has awesome Italian food.

                This weekend I saw “the family”. It was a good movie.  It’s crazy how families can live their life being in the mafia, or having “gangster daddies”. I would be so dang scared. But it was an awesome movie. I suggest you watch it!


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This entry was posted on September 24, 2013. 1 Comment